Chapter 1: The Awakening of Self-Acceptance

Before diving into my story, it's important to clarify that I genuinely believe my unique personality traits contributed to my dismissal.

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Understanding my ADHD and ASD has been a game changer in my journey toward self-acceptance. This realization has allowed me to become more aware of my physical presence and how I navigate the world around me.

Maintaining a straight posture alleviates pressure on the lower back. After spending eight years in horticulture, primarily as a grower of perennial plants, I often found myself hunched over, which led to chronic back pain. Instead of succumbing to discomfort, I chose to strengthen my back muscles, a decision that has proven beneficial.

The advantages of good posture are significant. They include enhanced breathing, fewer tension headaches, and stronger core muscles. Plus, standing tall can boost your confidence and self-image.

Chapter 2: Navigating Emotional Expression

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As an adult with neurodivergent traits, I often find it challenging to convey my emotions through facial expressions, even though I experience a full range of feelings. This disconnect has made social interactions tricky, as my lack of expressiveness can be off-putting to others.

While I sometimes attempt to mask my emotional state, the results can be awkward. I might not resemble Frankenstein, but I often feel that others perceive me that way. Fortunately, when I am around those I trust, I can show a broader spectrum of emotions and expressions.

Now, as I embrace my identity as a seasoned AARP member, I've grown indifferent to others' perceptions of my facial expressions. Life is fleeting, and I learned to prioritize self-acceptance over societal expectations.

Chapter 3: The Dangers of Overconfidence

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My disdain for individuals exhibiting overconfidence is rooted in its potential to lead to significant disasters. From the Titanic to the Chernobyl incident, this cognitive bias has had dire consequences.

We’ve all encountered those excessively self-assured types—loud, pompous, and often misguided. In such interactions, my neutral expression serves me well; a blank stare is all they receive from me. I simply lack the patience for their inflated egos.

In conclusion, I’ll leave you with a definition of "Big Dick Energy" from Urban Dictionary, which encompasses traits like leadership, positivity, kindness, a great sense of humor, a resilient attitude, and, of course, great hair (I keep mine shaved).

Ultimately, you can decide whether my dismissal was due to my embodiment of "Big Dick Energy" or simply because I rubbed people the wrong way. Thank you for taking the time to read my reflections.